medicine

so i guess this is the end
same old places, same old story
and a different name
all i wanted was to be misbehave
til the shadows of my past made me go insane

i may need another pill
cause sleeping is not easy since you went away
only memories are left
and regret of a time wasted day by day

roses and pictures
razors and liquor
bloody t-shirts
don't look in the mirror

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all my life
i've been running away from the same old fears
all this time
i've been fading like your sympathy
i'm looking for love in all the wrong places
i'm looking for love in all the wrong faces
all our time
i've been pretending you were not my illness
but you're not my medicine
not my medicine
you're not my medicine
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always scared of fame and growth
he who wasn't thought of sleeping
should throw the first stone
the room's crowded but he's all alone
wake him up and make him see what he has lost

dark paradise

bear the feeling

sunday morning
at least i know i've tried
we both know it's not right to fight
and we both know we explode like dinamite

everybody knows drinking ain't my thing
because when i wake up i can't handle the guilt
hangover when i sleep, hangover when i dream
hanging over words like i'm the enemy

in the spotlight they all see a confident dude
when the show is over, i can hear the claps but what's the truth?


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was it worth it?
was it pleasing?
i just need a reason to bear the feeling

was it stupid?
what's the meaning?
i just need a reason to bear the feeling

i wanna bear the feeling
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what's the point in feeling twisted and blue?
i am not the bad guy, i just need to stay true to myself
in a way that they don't understand

when i breathe in i come to realize
nothing should matter because i'm alive
but the line is thin between the fake and the real
and i'm a little blind so what should i pick?